Post by Deleted on Apr 27, 2013 19:03:41 GMT -5
Inwardly, the vampire was cursing to himself as they walked through the base, not believing that he had allowed his emotions to get the better of him yet again. He could not believe that he had allowed himself to kiss and touch Jamie in such an affectionate way despite constantly telling himself that the two of them were only friends and that was the way that things were going to stay. Jamie was not his lover and he was frustrated that despite that fact, all he could think about was how beautiful his eyes and smile were and how good it felt to him to have their lips pressed together in that kiss.
He was eternally grateful when Josef had come in to tell them that they were safe to leave and interupted the somewhat embarassing silence that had begun between the two males. He watched with calm eyes as he summoned his robes before quickly pulling them on and hiding that beautiful, flawless milky skin away from his admiring eyes.
Wait what?
He shook those dangerous thoughts from his head before he followed his two friends out of the room and quickening his pace so that he trailed after Josef but still managed to stay in front of the mortal just in case something was to happen and he needed to protect the mortal. He felt that familiar gaze on his form and yet again he acted as though he had not seen or felt it, this time keeping his eyes directly in front of him as they made their way through the hallways. His heart was beating quickly, wanting nothing more than for him to focus on Jamie instead.
It wanted nothing more than for him to kiss the younger male again and tried to get it's way by using logic to overwhelm the vampire. It told him that Jamie had been the one to kiss him not once, not twice but three times by now. He surely had to have felt a little of what the vampire knew that he felt for the mortal deep down inside of him and yet his stubborn mind overpowered his tender heart as the vampire concluded that the kisses had meant something different for the German that they had meant for him.
Jamie's kisses had surely been ones of graditude, not the ones of love and affection that he had secretly hoped that they were. The two of them were nothing more than friends and that was how it would remain. He was almost positive that he would never mean to the mortal, what the mortal had already began to mean for him.
He was shaken out of his rather depressing thoughts when he heard Jamie speak again to him and Josef, telling them what he had heard the Death Eater say to the headmaster of Durmstrang. The words had not surprisingly been very cruel and had been designed to hurt the other male in the way that the other painful things that he had done could not. " Vhat he said vas not only cruel it vas also a bunch of lies. You are not hopeless nor are you a freak of nature. You are a very kind young man that likes to help others. You do have a place in vizarding society, as a healer. They need you there at Hogwarts, you are talented at vhat you do. You do not have to hide in the shadows like he does, you are able to thrive in the light. People care for you, I have seen how the students greet and smile at you in Hogsmeade. That man is a liar and he could never even hope to understand someone like you, do not take his vords seriously."
It was immediately after he had spoken that all three of them had finally managed to reach the outdoors. The atmosphere seemed to change almost immediately as Jamie stepped onto the earth, his purity immediately clensing the darkeness that had remained there until it was completely gone. He watched as Jamie inspected a flower that was blooming on a tree, smiling softly at the words that Josef had spoken before following after him, making sure that Jamie was right behind him as they made their way through the forest until the metal building was lost to them.
Josef had spoken to the two of them, giving them both instructions before Disapparating out of the forest, leaving the two males in silence yet again. When Jamie spoke an apology to the vampire, he simply shook his head before staring into those pretty eyes again. " There is no need to apologize my friend, none of this vas any of your fault. They vould've taken someone regardless. The important thing is that you are okay and alive. That is all that matters."