Post by Haru Yokimura on Oct 27, 2013 16:31:38 GMT -5
Haru clung hastily to Kazuki's arm as he paraded him through Diagon Alley again, and Haru whimpered, struggling to keep up with the boy's 6'4" stride. He was wrenching away from people that wandered too near, and quickly hopping over the cracks of the pavement in the moonlight, and looking up at the taller male with a look of sheer terror. "Kazu...please. I can't...I can't...I can't....do this. There are too many people, too much dirt, and you are being very rough with me." Kazuki looked down at him finally, a beautiful porcelain doll with perfect hair, fragile skin, delicate features, and bloody hell those eyes. Accentuated with beautiful shades of blue eye shadow, the color was blinding. That body may have been a gift from Merlin, but those incessant tics...they drove him mad.
"I brought you out here because I know you rely on me. You can't do anything unless I'm helping you. You're weak!" Kazuki snarled, knowing from the catch in the vampire's breath that the words had stung. It was brutal. He was just trying to get him to stop trying to love him and just turn him. Perhaps he was going about this incorrectly. Quietly, he sighed and knelt down to where the vampire was beginning to shake and drew him up into his arms. "I have been too hard on you, haven't I? My Shimori?" His voice had taken on a sickening sort of croon, and the vampire looked up at him finally, bright tears in his eyes.
"You haven't called me your Shimori in...in...in...months." He closed his eyes slowly and the tics started to slow. This was a horribly taxing game that Kazuki and he played. Haru was no fool. Kazuki asked him each time he was in London to turn him, and he wouldn't. He wouldn't pour his blood into someone who would just run away from him. He'd be damned. So many of his kind made that mistake, but he wouldn't do that. He'd never make a fledgling unless he was certain beyond a shadow of a doubt that they would never leave him.
"What do you want me to do, Haru? I could just leave you here. Among all the people...and the dirt...and the germs...is that what you want? I think it is. You want to be reminded of why you have me in the first place. Because you're weird, Haru. I tolerate your weirdness so you're not alone. I feed you. I nourish you. I give you everything you want because no one will." Haru winced, trying to latch onto his arm again, but he moved out of the way and shouted something in angry French and appirated away.
He'd...never left him before...
"Kazuki? He blinked rapidly, looking around at the sea of strange faces. Beneath his hands, he could feel the dirt off the pavement and his body lurched, as if he might be sick. His heart sped up and he froze, rooted to his spot. On the one slab of un-cracked pavement he could reach without leaping for it. His fingers, covered in delicate lace gloves, pawed mercilessly at his forearms. He was dressed in a colorful outfit, Kazuki's favorite for the way it accentuated the slim curves of his torso. Blue eyes darted from strange face to strange face and he let out a soft, strangled cry of fear.
He was not only a prisoner inside his own body, but a prisoner of his own fears and tics.
When the crowd finally stopped, he'd been standing there, holding his breath for the longest time (what need did he have to breathe? It was just a formality!) before leaping out of the solid island of pavement and landing on the freshly repaired part of the street, finally exhaling and running both hands through his golden blonde waves as his heart took on the familiar weight of loneliness. One day...he'd have to try to get a new donor. Even if he couldn't breathe when he thought about it...he couldn't take this abuse. Kazuki seemed to actually enjoy making him cry.
He ran from the street and into the doorway of a newly developed shop in Diagon Alley, his own Potion Shop. If he could get inside, he'd just...clean up...and work...or something. He must have unlocked the door 10 times before he finally shouldered his way into the building. It was sterile, so clean one could have eaten off of the floor, and for a moment, he hesitated and leaned against the door. Tears stung in his eyes again and leaked down the sides of his face. He'd only paused for 10 seconds before taking off to the back and scrubbing his hands until the skin was red from fingertips to elbows, and then he cleaned the whole store at least 5 times in the fastest means possible before finally relaxing. He glanced over all of his displays and admired the whole layout of the store. The bottles flowed in accordance of color, size, and scent and were in a layout that was visually appealing. Everything was labeled perfectly, centered, legible.
He moved to the back of the store, still in the main part open to the public and happily tended his plants. He grew flowers, herbs, and medicinal plants both magical and non right in full view of people. The dirt problem? Covered. The plants actually grew through a special plastic that kept the dirt FAR away from him. FAR away. It had to be.
He was tending to his favorite lilies lost among the blooms when he heard the door open to the shop. He spoke in a soft voice, one that had the effect of a sweet velvety alto and held the faintest feminine emphasis on his words. "Good evening, welcome to Manami Elixirs. If you desire anything at all, please don't hesitate to ask me anything. I'm Haru." He did not look away from the plants long enough to see who had entered, but was content in the embrace of his beautiful plants. It filled his heart with such joy to see them flourish like this.
"I brought you out here because I know you rely on me. You can't do anything unless I'm helping you. You're weak!" Kazuki snarled, knowing from the catch in the vampire's breath that the words had stung. It was brutal. He was just trying to get him to stop trying to love him and just turn him. Perhaps he was going about this incorrectly. Quietly, he sighed and knelt down to where the vampire was beginning to shake and drew him up into his arms. "I have been too hard on you, haven't I? My Shimori?" His voice had taken on a sickening sort of croon, and the vampire looked up at him finally, bright tears in his eyes.
"You haven't called me your Shimori in...in...in...months." He closed his eyes slowly and the tics started to slow. This was a horribly taxing game that Kazuki and he played. Haru was no fool. Kazuki asked him each time he was in London to turn him, and he wouldn't. He wouldn't pour his blood into someone who would just run away from him. He'd be damned. So many of his kind made that mistake, but he wouldn't do that. He'd never make a fledgling unless he was certain beyond a shadow of a doubt that they would never leave him.
"What do you want me to do, Haru? I could just leave you here. Among all the people...and the dirt...and the germs...is that what you want? I think it is. You want to be reminded of why you have me in the first place. Because you're weird, Haru. I tolerate your weirdness so you're not alone. I feed you. I nourish you. I give you everything you want because no one will." Haru winced, trying to latch onto his arm again, but he moved out of the way and shouted something in angry French and appirated away.
He'd...never left him before...
"Kazuki? He blinked rapidly, looking around at the sea of strange faces. Beneath his hands, he could feel the dirt off the pavement and his body lurched, as if he might be sick. His heart sped up and he froze, rooted to his spot. On the one slab of un-cracked pavement he could reach without leaping for it. His fingers, covered in delicate lace gloves, pawed mercilessly at his forearms. He was dressed in a colorful outfit, Kazuki's favorite for the way it accentuated the slim curves of his torso. Blue eyes darted from strange face to strange face and he let out a soft, strangled cry of fear.
He was not only a prisoner inside his own body, but a prisoner of his own fears and tics.
When the crowd finally stopped, he'd been standing there, holding his breath for the longest time (what need did he have to breathe? It was just a formality!) before leaping out of the solid island of pavement and landing on the freshly repaired part of the street, finally exhaling and running both hands through his golden blonde waves as his heart took on the familiar weight of loneliness. One day...he'd have to try to get a new donor. Even if he couldn't breathe when he thought about it...he couldn't take this abuse. Kazuki seemed to actually enjoy making him cry.
He ran from the street and into the doorway of a newly developed shop in Diagon Alley, his own Potion Shop. If he could get inside, he'd just...clean up...and work...or something. He must have unlocked the door 10 times before he finally shouldered his way into the building. It was sterile, so clean one could have eaten off of the floor, and for a moment, he hesitated and leaned against the door. Tears stung in his eyes again and leaked down the sides of his face. He'd only paused for 10 seconds before taking off to the back and scrubbing his hands until the skin was red from fingertips to elbows, and then he cleaned the whole store at least 5 times in the fastest means possible before finally relaxing. He glanced over all of his displays and admired the whole layout of the store. The bottles flowed in accordance of color, size, and scent and were in a layout that was visually appealing. Everything was labeled perfectly, centered, legible.
He moved to the back of the store, still in the main part open to the public and happily tended his plants. He grew flowers, herbs, and medicinal plants both magical and non right in full view of people. The dirt problem? Covered. The plants actually grew through a special plastic that kept the dirt FAR away from him. FAR away. It had to be.
He was tending to his favorite lilies lost among the blooms when he heard the door open to the shop. He spoke in a soft voice, one that had the effect of a sweet velvety alto and held the faintest feminine emphasis on his words. "Good evening, welcome to Manami Elixirs. If you desire anything at all, please don't hesitate to ask me anything. I'm Haru." He did not look away from the plants long enough to see who had entered, but was content in the embrace of his beautiful plants. It filled his heart with such joy to see them flourish like this.