Post by Phoenix Marilyn Crowe on Jan 22, 2012 20:47:19 GMT -5
Saturday melted summer mornings were often spent like this--simply leaning against the back of a rustic old tree trunk, feeling the grooves of it spindle into her spine, with the scent of smoke and crumpled summer leaves filling into the humid air. Today was a difficult day to either spend outside or inside, surprisingly--At least, to the girl who was use to the cold summers of northern Denmark. She longed for days like this, where she could take her old ancient scripts, novels, albums of ancient preserved rhetoric, and simply sit underneath the ember of green trees while the sun filtered through it. Though some were playing in the lake, she was far away from those who would interrupt her isolation. Yet she was not out of sight, with her soda-pop red strawberry hair, primed and curled, until not a single strand fell out of place. She was far into something old, something lovely and romantic--now, not the same romance women read today. No, something as beautiful as it was tragic--a story of the beauty of nature, humanity, and it's absolute degradation of it's innocence. Nature was something the woman loved dearly, in a way, a bit more than people, even.
Nature was alive but never oppressive, never trying to tangle and bury another of it's kin within it's roots. It did not try to suck the earth dry until it could no longer bleed seeds of greed, nor did it fight to trample each other in order to grow taller, wider, to be better. There was no malice in their roots, only the will to live--the will to be alive, the very thing, perhaps, that humans lacked the most.
Phoenix had felt the crime of it, the brunt of mortal defects, the frailty of goodness, the will of the offender to break the one they want to break. Yes, she felt it, horridly, and was burdened to become less like the flesh she shared with other mortals, and more like the roots that supported her now: Strong-willed, everlasting, good. This was her innermost desire, to love and to live, without seeking or being sought out. To ponder what there is to ponder without leaving anything to wonder; but, as always, it was interrupted.
Always.
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