Post by shava44444 on Nov 20, 2012 17:23:56 GMT -5
Hearing that she had brought it up for him he leaned forward, caught one of her hands and pulled it close turning it palm up. Kissing her in the very center of her palm, he closed her hand around it as he said very seriously "I don't deserve to have someone around as good as you. Thank you so much for watching out for me, Lili-love!" Still leaning forward he got one of the pastries and started in on it as he leaned back before telling her about the problem he had. The curative he looked at, but he wasn't sure yet he should have it.
In a way he deserved it for being so stupid as to attack others. Smashing his fist in the wall and getting it infected was also dumb, but again his own fault. He'd think about it before he took it. "I'm not sure if I should. I kind of deserve what's happened to me, the infection and the detention and all that. I shouldn't have done what I did, but I was so angry at them for hurting you, I just didn't think straight." He looked a bit ashamed, but that was also pure Cern; causing others grief really bothered his conscience.
As he explained his condition, she stood and came around running her hands into his hair which felt so caring he felt his heart skip a beat! "The healer said it was a sunshine thing. Like, we had to go to St Mungo's during the year when we were smaller for sun treatments, like lights they would shine in our faces for a half hour or so. First day of holidays we usually go back there too just to make the holiday easier. I don't know if any herbs would help with it or not, I would think the healer's knew all the tricks for it..."
When she wrapped her arms around him and made promises she would do whatever she could for him he blushed again and kissed her back. Pulling her onto his lap he let her lay her head on his chest as he stroked his hands through that luxurious mane of hers and spoke soft. "Love, you've already done more then I'd ever expected. As long as you can put up with me I'll take every moment of the time you want to give me! Just being with you makes the rest seem so much better. Now I know it's setting in for the season I'll try and remember to stay positive for you, really I will. I just told you to make sure you knew why I'm not on the top of everything. I love you too..."
He made a screwed up face above her head as he thought about it. "I'm sorry I wasn't thinking clearly last night. Maybe if I'd been aware of what was happening in my head I could have saved you all the stress and pain, love, how can I repay you for that most amazing gift you've given me? Name it and it's yours if I can manage it." Last night had been more then special, she had taken him even while sick and managed to expand his world ten times over, granting him something he had never experienced before! Transforming, it was, but he detected that she didn't feel completely good about it yet and that he wanted to fix...